Another mourning but today with no connection with anyone ..
Author Archives: heba mohamed
11:35 AM
Another mourning of saying here we go again !!
I just .. .. want to cry and scream
We all know the movie up, the movie that talks about a person’s love for his girlfriend and life companion, his wife, and we see when the wife dies, everything in his life stops and he lives on her memory and so on. We know the end of this movie But is there really someone like that? I wait every day for this person.. If I do not meet the person who loves me with all his feelings, I will not marry.. I want someone to share my loneliness with me, to share everything with me.. I am lonely. They are all fake
Some times we never could understand why somethings being then just end ..
10:00AM
wake up exactly at ten and look at the ceiling of my room a little and think what I will do today between my music and the real world yesterday. Yesterday, I agreed with a friend of mine about going down to breakfast together, but I sent him a message and he didn’t actually reply. I sent him a number of messages and he didn’t reply, so I got up from the bed and went to do my routine with a world musician and today I chose the music of movie up. After that, I made Nescafe and imagined a new story with music, and I will be the hero of this story..At least I am a hero in a world and a story..At least I exist in a world!!!!
Start ..
How can I be alone in a world full of music, it’s my only world, without deception, without lying, me and my music only enter my world without fake and without deception I become a hero. A melody in the song..yes, it is the only world in which I enter. I wake up to it every day and pretend that I am happy to live..it is life.
Life 